Over

Tonight, I gave back my engagement ring and changed my FB status to single.

And, i feel peaceful…

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Discouraged

Tonight, I am very discouraged. I can’t seem to create any art lately or write. When I do create anything, I feel depressed afterwards.

I feel like I am negative all the time which is soooooo NOT me.

It’s like I am perpetually beaten down and spat upon. I am so blessed that I feel guilty admitting that’s how I feel right now. But it is…

Results

Finally, got my bloodwork results. The good news is my new eating and exercise regimen has lowered my cholesterol enough that I don’t have to go on statins for the time being. The not so good news is my liver results were elevated and my kidney levels dropped down again. Thankfully, I am still in Chronic Kidney Disease Stage 3.

I am praying for healing for my Kidney and Liver!

God’s Tempo

I just started reading Rhythms of Grace: Discovering God’s Tempo For Your Life. Oh my goodness, I think the author has been spying on me!! LOL

It’s like every word she has written was specifically written for me for this exact moment in my life.

I am so thankful that this book arrived on my doorstep in my monthly Faithbox package. You gotta love God’s perfect timing!!

Really?

So, I am in the grocery with my friend/boyfriend (whatever he is) and I say I just want to be able to talk to someone about stuff. And he responds with, “isn’t that why you are seeing a counselor?”

I had to go sit in the car while he paid, because I was about to start crying!